Ok…deep breath.

BFN. Again.

I was pretty much expecting it. Was back to feeling completely normal by yesterday.

It’s more resignation than disappointment or sadness this time, I think. The IUIs aren’t working. I don’t know why. All I can do is hope that the laparoscopy finds something. At least then there will be a reason for this.

Is it sick and twisted to hope that your surgery finds something abnormal?



Filed under Emotions, Medical issues, ttc, TWW

5 responses to “Ok…deep breath.

  1. Ashley

    I am so sorry!! both of us had a failed 4th cycle. I feel your pain!!! It’s IVF for us now. Good luck with your next decision!!

  2. RM

    Oh shit, T. I am so so sorry. I hope you get somewhere with the laparoscopy… my feeling is that its always better to know *something*. Thinking about you today. xox

  3. I’m so sorry. What a bummer. I do know that feeling though – the IUIs aren’t working for us, let’s try the next option. Good luck with the surgery.

    Rooting for you as always.


  4. Springroll

    Oh, Turia – I am SO SORRY. And it’s definitely not wrong to hope for something to come out of the laproscopy – because right now, you are desperate for answers. I have been there. I pray for you that you get the answers that you need. I am sending you a hug – please, please don’t give up hope. Let your heart heal and try to find the strength to try again.

  5. Mel

    I do hope your surgery reveals something that can put you in step with finding an answer.

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